It's been a while for me to reach my own blog as I been so bz (1st, Im losing my inspiration...2nd, I really am not interested in writing as too many things happened to me (depressed me to dos so)...3rd, I am really too bz)It seems my life is not getting better as Im temporarily missing in action...I taught im trying harder in improving my life but maybe not harder enough! Life is always about learning, experiencing and understanding...I've go through with up and down in most difficult situation (like roller-coaster)...I lost my counts and tend to forget it...my life so-called misery...still not hell (definitely won't be hell)...I don't want to admit as Im being a L but looking back my highway (so-called journey), there is no improvement and just getting more issues. But apart from that, I do realize that I've getting better at understanding my life (it still not enough) and the most important is I become more like me not someone else (I really tired of pleasing everyone else even though this people might not realize that)...Hoping it will getting better..Wish me luck! There's so much story I want to share yet there is no 1 reading this blog..hehe it so funny...but I will do it as it will helps me to flow my misery (hehe) outside my box and try to understand my life from my own perspective (hope there is someone else to share with and thus giving me advise).

Hello...moshi-moshi...current mood of de day ~ so~ so...im having complicity in my own self and people around me... Someone close to me saying (indirectly) im a superboring person...I do agree with that 'coz that's what people see through me...hurm actually it hurts me more than you can image but im taking a simple way which is ignore it...But im taking it as positive which I can learn to be more honest and respect not just to other people but to myself...

Today not going to be as what i've plan...tayar pancit plak kt dpan bangunan Sapura...Actually ngatkan minyak abes sb mase tu mmg dh E...tp rupenyer tayar meletup...wa...im blur for a moment and called my friends for helps...then, de sorang pakcik datang tanya...die part-time foreman...alhamdulillah...nasib baik de orang yg nk tlong...pakcik tue la yang tlong buatkan sume...really glad sume ade dari tayar spare sampai la ke alatan.. Honestly, memang aku pun tak pernah amek tau sama ade spare tire pernah wujud tak dalam kereta aku...Everything goes smoothly...thank god, Alhamdulillah...then die suggest trus beli spare tire baru tp sb ATM xjumpe nye pasal terpakse aku g isi minyak (mostly ATM out of service or rosak) then slowly aku drive g tempat kerja dulu...Tadi waktu lunch baru g beli spare tire baru...member ofis tolong...