Showing posts with label My Hush Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Hush Life. Show all posts

Monday, April 4, 2011

Salahkan Ku Jangan Salahkan Mu..

Hari ini dimulakan dengan bismillahirrahmannirrahim...

Penat ujung minggu tidak sempat lagi nak keringkan dah pagi-pagi tak cukup mood tapi life need to look forward...

Macam biasa, bawa kereta pergi kerja dengan housemates..Pagi pun tak ceria tapi at least manage to maintain my mood but still affect others. Penat lah nak layan so teruskan hari macam biasa. Alhamdulillah dapat duit claim (tak ada lah banyak sangat) tapi bersyukur ada rezki. Haha...tengahari sempat makan McD (selagi mampu nak merasa). Masa pergi McD pun sempat gak gaduh muka dengan budak motosikal (bukan apa, dia parking dekat tempat kereta dan kebetulan aku nak masuk parking dia pun parking dekat situ tapi disebabkan dia nampak aku pun selambe je masuk belakang dia - terus dia gerak ke tempat lain)...haha ini yang time gaduh muka tu...dia dan gf dia pandang-pandang dan jeling-jeling kami so apa lagi pandang dan jeling gak lah (aku kalau marah perangai agak menyampah gak lah)..Sorry, this parking is meant for cars not motorcycles. Bukan lah nak berlagak tapi banyak je tempat parking motor dekat situ so just follow the rules lah (setiap manusia dilahirkan dengan akal fikiran yang hebat maka janganlah disia-siakan). Anyway, hal ni kecik je so lupakan jelah..Lepas makan balik ofis dan sambung buat kerja.

The best part yet to come..Lepas makan sure la mengantok, sempat juga lah lelap dalam 10 minit dan tetiba ada orang bagi tahu kereta kena saman (sebab parking dekat garisan kuning - luar bangunan ofis)..apa lagi terus mengamuk gak lah sebab seharian I am not in the right mood and suddenly (rezki aku) kena hari ni. Ok lah panas membara sebab dah lah bulan ni nak hantar kereta pergi servis (duit) dan kena pula bayar saman (duit lagi) dan yang paling best skali aku baru teringat road tax stiker tak tampal lagi (duit lagi dan lagi) padahal dah 2 minggu mak post tapi aku ni lalai so this is my mistake...Sakit hati dan tidak mampu sedih aku lelap kejap (pening kepala). 

Balik baru pergi dekat kereta (tak ada mood nak pergi tengok kertas saman  tadi) dan seperti yang disangkakan memang kena 2 saman...hehehe...well, mood dah macam nak menyumpah-nyumpah tapi be cool...hahaha...housemates pun mampu kesian kan dan sedih kejap...

Yang sedih sekali adalah nak cerita dekat orang yang terdekat/ tersayang/ terapat pun susah. Susah sangat nak cerita sebab nanti mereka tidak faham. Sedih lagi kalau benda yang nak sangat diceritakan tapi xdapat atau xmampu untuk diceritakan. Aku tidak suka nak menyusahkan orang lain tapi akhirnya aku tetap akan menyusahkan orang lain gak. Ditambah lagi dengan sifat aku yang ego dengan pendirian sendiri tapi sebenarnya dalam hati hendak sangat orang membantu aku. Orang terdekat/ tersayang/ terapat aku pula jenis malas nak layan aku so bila aku cakap tidak perlu lah tolong so keputusan mereka pun tidak perlu lah bantu aku. *Sigh*

Jadi, apa-apa buat sendiri tangung.

Friday, October 29, 2010

The World is Changing so am I



Hiii..it's been a while (since last yr i think) i've stop writing and been busy since then...Now? still busy but it is time again to create a different paradigm as the world and my condition need it to..

I have a great journey since my last post...and I think I need to change and look at different angles for better views..But, when you gained something, you lost a little bit of your sense which I'm experiencing it now. What I've learned is that no matter what happen (the world is changing, crisis is no where to stop and the negative impacts is winning), always know who you are and prepare for a great and better undertaking...You might surprise for what may happen and yet there is nothing to lose...

I've been saying this to myself...and still yet there is nothing great happen to me but the world is fighting so am I...

* Credit to picture above via google search engine

Friday, March 26, 2010

It's been a while for me to reach my own blog as I been so bz (1st, Im losing my inspiration...2nd, I really am not interested in writing as too many things happened to me (depressed me to dos so)...3rd, I am really too bz)It seems my life is not getting better as Im temporarily missing in action...I taught im trying harder in improving my life but maybe not harder enough! Life is always about learning, experiencing and understanding...I've go through with up and down in most difficult situation (like roller-coaster)...I lost my counts and tend to forget it...my life so-called misery...still not hell (definitely won't be hell)...I don't want to admit as Im being a L but looking back my highway (so-called journey), there is no improvement and just getting more issues. But apart from that, I do realize that I've getting better at understanding my life (it still not enough) and the most important is I become more like me not someone else (I really tired of pleasing everyone else even though this people might not realize that)...Hoping it will getting better..Wish me luck! There's so much story I want to share yet there is no 1 reading this blog..hehe it so funny...but I will do it as it will helps me to flow my misery (hehe) outside my box and try to understand my life from my own perspective (hope there is someone else to share with and thus giving me advise).

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Hello...moshi-moshi...current mood of de day ~ so~ so...im having complicity in my own self and people around me... Someone close to me saying (indirectly) im a superboring person...I do agree with that 'coz that's what people see through me...hurm actually it hurts me more than you can image but im taking a simple way which is ignore it...But im taking it as positive which I can learn to be more honest and respect not just to other people but to myself...
Today not going to be as what i've plan...tayar pancit plak kt dpan bangunan Sapura...Actually ngatkan minyak abes sb mase tu mmg dh E...tp rupenyer tayar meletup...wa...im blur for a moment and called my friends for helps...then, de sorang pakcik datang tanya...die part-time foreman...alhamdulillah...nasib baik de orang yg nk tlong...pakcik tue la yang tlong buatkan sume...really glad sume ade dari tayar spare sampai la ke alatan.. Honestly, memang aku pun tak pernah amek tau sama ade spare tire pernah wujud tak dalam kereta aku...Everything goes smoothly...thank god, Alhamdulillah...then die suggest trus beli spare tire baru tp sb ATM xjumpe nye pasal terpakse aku g isi minyak (mostly ATM out of service or rosak) then slowly aku drive g tempat kerja dulu...Tadi waktu lunch baru g beli spare tire baru...member ofis tolong...

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